1year ago to this day, I was at the cork 25 pounds bigger very unhappy. Not just because I was over weight, but because my whole life as I knew it was falling the fuck apart! I had no clue how strong I was, or what was to come. I grew so much in the last year. I became a woman. I learned one huge lesson, My journey is just that mine I don’t have to please anyone but me and god. I am 28 happy and on a continues journey to become the best me, I have a beautiful son, who is genuinely happy, I have my health, I move into a place that’s all mine for the first time. I have some of the greatest friends, for the first time in my life I can say I have everything I want! I am happy. Thanks y’all for hanging with me this year thru all my bullshit, it was huge! It has shaped the rest of my life! Thank you @jenni for you to move in and literally pick me up, I can never repay u! Your my best friend not just because we both used to like scrubs, lol but because u were sent by god. I love you more and more everyday. @Kieko u literally saved my life, I have no clue what could have happened. I can’t imagine another woman to grow with. So happy we had each other to grow up with, thank you don Thompson! I love the woman u are, but I love even more that we can still laugh till we cry! You taught me how to not judge! You are a person that I will always be 100% with. I can’t wait to cut a rug in dc. Tell mark sorry ahead of time I have saved my laughs for Friday!!!!!! To my mama thank you for being a great example of a woman. We don’t see eye to eye but we see heart to heart! God placed you as my mom to show me how to get thru my life with out breaking a sweat. I still have not got this lol. You have been thru so much, you are a strong ass woman. You are blessed beyond measure. You raised me and did such a good job alone! U never complained, and you had so many reasons to! I love that you just roll with it like nothing can take ur joy!!!! I’m not there yet but I at least want to be! 2 my grandma gayle thanks for giving me u, your the best grandma, a girl can have. I’m glad we are at this place in our relationship. To auntee Gena you were my person I looked up to, your life seemed perfect, now I know it’s not perfect but you work very hard to make it what it is. I finally feel able to make my own version. Thanks for being a great teacher! Derek Stephens aka my baby daddy, thanks for loving me when I didn’t know how to love myself. I forgive you, and not only that, I forgive myself. We have a job to do with Cj and I’m ready. Lastly SJ I know ur ass is reading this, lol thanks for just being u that’s enough!!!!! To all the haters and people that look at this not really caring but to judge, I wish you a better life, lol I’m praying for you.
P.S. This is real, I wrote this when the clock struck midnight, I hope it’s not to real. I can assure u it’s coming from a good place.